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I’ve watched so many of Nikkis videos This is the first episode I watched , I went back and watched the first one again, an amazing story told by a beautiful woman🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

This is so moving. I am moved to tears. I thank you for being you and helping people to understand what this process is like for others. ❤

Omg Nikki I love u u are awesome ... Amazing 😍😍😍🤩😍🤩⭐👑⭐

I know its none of our business but im super curious as to what Dillions reaction was when she told him! I do want to say that she is one of the strongest people I have ever seen!! For her to make that video had to have been so beyond scary!! ❤❤❤

Such a Darling🥰😍

Omg your bestfriend ❤ love her That's what a bestfriend should do same as your real supporters. Anyone else doesn't matter are people you don't need in your life

I ❤ u nikkie

I think it’s absolutely disgusting and vile that someone would blackmail her about something this sensitive. This was none of our business and Nikkie would tell us when she is and was ready.

I was in tears 😭😭😭 it's a amazing I just starting transitioning last year and it's been hard but I made it and Nicki you are changing our community

Nikkie's best friend is truly an amazing person, she didn't even feel betrayed despite the fact that Nikkie hid the truth from her for such a long time. She's so lucky for having such a great best friend.

It's so sad that she has to feel like she has to apologize for not telling anyone. She really doesn't. We love you Nikkie.

Dr. Suess said it best, "BE WHO YOU ARE & SAY WHAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND... AND THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER"

I LoVE YOU Nikie 💕💕💕💕💕

I just wanted to say this is the first video I’ve seen of your vlog, and 1) your mother is GORGEOUS, 2) I LOVED watching your first video morph into you now, and 3) your voice is like HONEY and I love you to pieces, thank you for your ray of sunshine in this world!!

Nikkie, you will always be Nikkie! A beautiful woman that does incredible make up 🥰

Big props to mom 💕 She let her daughter be herself. She's wonderful!

Linda is such a wonderful friend!

OMG NikkieTutorials I have been watching you since I first found youtube and makeup tutorials and you inspired me and made really explore and find my love for makeup. You are a amazing person! your so strong and this coming out story is so sad but also you didn't have to be scared for one second because everyone that truly mattered and truly understood was was gonna continue to love and adore you for you and your work!. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO BRAVE AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU! MWAH XXXXX Also I've watched every single one of your videos and ive now got my own youtube channel which im gonna to juts have fun and explore and create. lots of love LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY LOVE

I am pretty sure most of us including myself, keep seeing you as Nikkie, a strong independent woman, You are amazing and so strong we are very proud of you

Thank you thank you thank u.....for sharing EVERYTHING..u inspire me more and more

so so many tears....

we love u 🤍🤍🤍🤍🌷

You are a beautiful person inside and out. ❤ This world could use somr more of the unwavering love and support that your mom and best friend have for you. It's amazing. You are amazing.

Nikkie was a born a woman. She was just trapped in the wrong body, now she is the most beautiful woman and queen ever!💕🤍🖤

proud of you

That was probably the hardest decision to keep to yourself... I already thought you were wonderful but now knowing the whole story I think you're even more wonderful! Just be you 100% and never look back your past your past you're nothing but your future and it's okay to just look forward and it's okay to just be who you are no matter what it is... There's nothing wrong with any of us the only thing that we need to stop doing is judging one another we don't know each other stories we all Harbor secrets about ourselves! It's okay to just be ourselves you're a beautiful woman and you're Perfect Just the Way You Are and if you don't feel perfect just the way you are then change and become the perfect you and don't worry what the world thinks I know that sounds hard especially in this world at this day and age but that's what needs to change we have to stop worrying and living in fear about what the people around us are thinking! I say everybody just start being truthful with ourselves first and through that the truth will come... Much love to all and much love to you Nikki keep up the great work I'm sure you'll never see this but I hope you do!

😭😭😭😭😭 it is so exciting!! You are amazing person ❤

You are SO STRONG AND SO BEAUTIFUL!

Brave beautiful woman. 💜💜💜

That was one of the most powerful things I have ever seen. I love you so much Nikki. You will FOREVER have my support and most importantly, love.

Can we talk about the remarkable not only mother, but woman Mama Tutorials is 🥰 Everyone needs a mom so loving, accepting and understanding 😍🥰

The weird thing is..I still only see the woman Nikki. I’m trying my hardest to see someone else but I cannot because she’s truly walking in her actual truth.❤️

So inspiring I love you even more, you’re amazing

bro when she came out i was so so so excited. this is beautiful and i adore that she’s willing to let us all in on her story

I didn't know and now that I do it changed nothing. I love Nikki. I think she is wonderful.

MiNd BlOwn 💥💣

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Nikki! 😢😍 this series was amazing and you are amazing 💜

I appreciate you 🥰

I want more. Nikkie is so real, brave and full of life. She is gorgeous. There was no big lie, it was just the past.

I love that track that is playing in your whip girl ;)

I love nikkie for how she is not bc of her gender i love her bc she is so tallented she is so entertaining and funny and she is perfect as a boy and as a girl we luv you nikkie 💗💗

Her voice now reminds me so much of Kathrine Heigls!

what an amazon mother, you are so bless this is amazing i will always will love my kids no matter what they want to be in life and i can understand your mother that love wow ❤️

This is soooooo inspirational. Nikkie.....you have and always will be an empowered, beautiful women! Your past makes no difference. You are YOU. and thats.....amazing we love you girl

Your layers helped me define my layers Thank you

Omg your mom is so supportive 🏳️‍🌈💞

I hate whoever blackmailed her. This was none of our goddamned business. She should have been allowed to live her life as she was. She should have been allowed to have that peace.

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She is soooo gorgeous ! Keep going girl love you!

You're BEATIFUL girl, be you. Dont be afraid ❤

Mad props to Nikkie’s mom. Saskia Spee allowed and encouraged Nikkie to become who she wanted to be. ❤️

Beautiful.

Balling.

Kudo's to you for being strong, beautiful and living your best life...you inspire so many people so shake off the haters because you' are a star!!

NIKKIE!!! I would have never guessed but your story is unique and has molded you into who you are. Be proud of it. You are so amazing and such an inspiration. This is seriously incredible. Love you so much. 💓💓 It’s amazing to see you at your highest feeling great and on your way to even more amazing things. 💓💓

I went and watched a lot of your videos from when you were younger!! Such a beautiful beautiful soul......I have not gone through the things you have in your life BUT you have still INSPIRED me....you are truly beautiful inside and out..... Thank you Nikki thank you!!!! And KEEP SHINING

i love you :') this was so beautiful.

You're an extremely beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for being you.

Loved this documentary series 💕🎉 Love you Nikkie 💛🧡❤💜💙💚

Aww Nikkie. It never felt like a lie! I felt like your mom when I saw your coming out video. Like "she's every inch a woman!" I just see you as a woman, and was just surprised that your journey to become her was slightly different than I assumed before. 💞

We have Nikkies mom to thank for allowing her to be herself and follow her passions 🧡

i mean how are you that thick in that head to not be able to look at a person and not be able to tell this was dude? like come on. even I knew at first glance, and then didn't say anything because I didn't want to insult a possible female, but this isn't a female. that is a male!

Just curious if she is still allowed in the Middle East?

Nikki you are a beautiful talented successful women, I’m so proud of you!

For all the people who are saying:”no one asked” or “it’s not a lie” or “ it’s not our business you just don’t have to bring it up” it’s not about that it’s about letting everyone know who you used to be to get it off of YOUR chest to make YOU feel better.😌

the similarity between Swedish and German is scary lol I was like wait I understand a lot of this

Your and amazing soul 💕🙏🏼 keep doing YOU I’ve loved you for YOU since day one! Your so talented and gorgeous human being.

Honestly I wish it was always like this. Its no ones business. Be yourself and call it a day. You don’t need to “come out” or admit anything to anyone. You are you and that’s it

She did show us that if people love you they will accept you no matter what and no one can take it from you.

Do you sometimes feel like you don't want to "Help" ppl with their journey? Because you don't feel like like you had that life before? Do you feel like you were never born a in the wrong body?

we stan her mum

She is so inspiring.

you are beautiful and keep positive body positively

Finally watched these and wow... Watching you growing in your journey. Seeing the splicing of you doing these videos over the years. You are an inspiration and you use your spark to show others how to find theirs. 💜

girl if u can eat and have a bed/ shelter grow the f-up... previelages comes hard for most., more than others struggling after 5-15 yrs+homeless on same situation... due lucky...

It's really true what Lynda says. The first thing I felt when I saw your coming out video was the pain. Love your story Nikkie! All the fame and the wealth didn't change you one bit! You just grew into being you! Goed gedaan meid ☺️😘❤️

I have not cried this much since my mom passed in 2010!!!! The video of your brothers passing and your coming out video which I remebr both and watching you showing us the behind the scenes,!!!! Nikki your amazing and so strong and if I can speak for everyone here we love you regardless and sooooo proud of you and all you have become and grown from and gone through! Keep being you !! Xoxoxoxooxoxxoxox

Its so much Bull, when people think that you owe them an explanation of your past.

I've only ever known you as a woman Nikkie.......you are beautiful x

I don't see it as a lie. It's more like you don't have to talk about your identity.

Im Germany and I kinda understand everything lol.

No one has to announce their gender. It's none of anyone's business - but I'm proud of those that do it bc it must be hard. Nikkie - I've watched you for 7 years and never once questioned your gender, to me you were always a woman. I didn't see or have any inkling of anything different. You didn't lie because a woman is what you are. No one should be expected to announce or explain their gender.

I completely forgot she’s transsexual even after watching her coming out video. Only because I see her as a woman, as Nikkie.

Cool cool.. But like i didnt know you where this way. Like YOU SPEAK DUTCH?!?!? WOOOW

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You are so AMAZING!

I just can't stop watching this I love her so much I can't wait to go to the Netherlands I hope to run into you and mama tutorials she is the best

I tip my 🎓 to you♥️ you are very strong and beautiful person. I love watching your HRpost videos 🤗 and I send you love, light , kindness, respectfulness and peace ☮️🕊️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ keep up with the video's 😊 from Denver colorado ♥️🌸

I am so proud of you ❤

Nikki you are beautiful sod the haters you are incredible 💞

How Nikkie feels about rabbits is how I feel about cats. 😂 definitely felt that 🤣

This video should have stayed in the drafts.

I'm not crying you are 😭

Is this the last part ?????

Ikk ben ook nederlands

Wow. This was interesting. I'm wondering why we never seen any baby/toddler/tiny bopper, before her transition..it's part of her story. It always intrigues me to see the befores and afters. She is absolutely stunning and would have never guessed she was anything other. Wow. This made me tear up.

Much love to you Nikkie

No but wait, is it the last épisode !? Tell me no please